Little Update. Plus a long annoying tag.
Hysterical
::~Okay, uh... so I went shopping yesterday, got all my Christmas shit. It was mighty fun. Went with Ai and Ivy. ;w; We lawl'd lots. Yep. But I gotta draw some stuff. D:
For my Senior Project I'm making a 12 paged manga. I bought all the materials besides the screen tones today. Those I'll have to buy online. -A- *sighsheadachesighs*
I'm gonna be going.... holy shit, I have no idea what I was goin--OH RIGHT! I'm going to be --no, wait.. I just said that... I honestly have no clue what I wanted to say. xD;;
OH WELL!
Anyways, last night I dreamt that I was meeting up with people about the whole Exchange Year thing... but some kid (who had a gun, but I thought was fake or something) suddenly like... had a hold-up and even shot like one or two of the students at the meeting. D: God, it was the most terrifying dream EVER.
I remember shaking and nearly sobbing, and I forget what the dude asked me, but I remember trying to say "There are too many things to live for still." but the thing is, that I was shaking too bad and so freakin' scared, that whenever I tried to tell him the answer it would come out as a jumbled mess of stutters, and I was so getting on his nerves. D: I woke myself up with my voice--'cause I was trying to actually say it.
God, it was so scary though. Imagine dreaming about someone shooting the girl sitting next to you. Holy fuck. *think this grants a cuss word*
For those who couldn't tell by my poll, I've started the beginning of what will eventually lead up to my "Tentacle Love Story" fic. xDD
The oneshot is a much better hit than the... first chapter of the ... sort of prologue-story. -w-;; Let's hope chapter two does better. I don't know man, maybe I should just shove all the chapters together and make one really, really, really looonnnggg oneshot. And call it the prologue? oAo Prequel? Whatever.
IF you're interested you can find it on AFF. I'm not gettin' a good enough response on fictionpress to continue it there. xD search "Ashura" under title. I'm sure you'll find it.
And, well, today I wrote the most fucking EPIC review EVER.
Like seriously.
I think I'm going to start doing this. Every time I read a fic. It's so much fun. Because then, when you post the review, and when you look back on the review page, your review f**king PWNS to the EPIC EXTREME everyone elses. xDDD!
I read a really, really, REALLY funny DracoHarry fic on ff.net. ;w;
Oh my god.
You guys, if you like it, should totally read it! It's adorable and will have you LAUGHING your ASS off.
But yeah.
Check out my review: [link]
Can you say WIN?!
Now I can only hope, that someday, someone will do the same thing for my story. ;w; I would so totally LOVE IT if they did. (That's really the only reason I'm doing these types of reviews. I figure, they're fun as hell--funnier than hell when you see them in comparison to other reviews--and I, personally and as a writer, would love to get a review like that myself! )
You guys should try it sometime! xD
It's fun!
OH! And on a side note, a postman with legwarmers came up to ~Twilighter-Avatard 's house. Unfortunately she did not get pictures. D: *tear*
ANYWAY! Onto that tag!
------Both stolen from ~chowdahxhead and *kh013
1. Do you sleep in your bra?:
Sometimes. xD;; I get really lazy. But half the times I remember to take it off. owo
2. Do you enjoy drama?:
If I'm not involved, yeah. ...Okay, even when I am involved, sometimes I like it. >w> Sometimes. I am a girl, right?
3. Are you a girly girl?:
Ummm... I'm a girl that acts like a girl?
4. Who was the last person you hugged?:
Oh boy... *thinks* ..... Adrienne... I think. Yeah, Adrienne.
5. Small or large purses?:
Um, more like shoulder bags? owo
6. Are you short?:
5'3" short?
8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
Probably squeak, get really pissy, and hit whoever did it. If it was a guy well--I'd probably be too shocked/embarrassed to do anything back. Or I'd let all hell loose. Your choice.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?:
Well, normal socks? No--but, well, I have a big ol' hole in the bottom of my converse right now, and with it being winter...? Just about all my socks are dirty at the moment. xD;; Even AFTER being cleaned. Nice socks--like knee socks and shit--I don't like those getting dirty. D:
10. Do you dress up on Halloween?:
OF COURSE! D<
11. Are you double jointed?
Umm... No, but I can bend my thumb behind the TOP of my hand. owo
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Under a table in a hotel with cosplay material for a blanket. oAo
13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
14. Is there a rumor going around about you?
Mm, not that I know of. owo
15. Do you call anybody by their last name?
XD
Teachers?
16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions?":
Probably none. owo I don't know if I have that many male watchers.
"X" Marks the spot:
[x] I do wear make-up.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous.
[x] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like country.
Um, excuse me? Where's the ROCK option?
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I’d be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.
[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[ ] I own a boy band CD.
[x] I get bored watching football.
[ ] I’ve never been called a spoiled brat.
[x] Guys are confusing.
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.
Come on ladies, be truthful!
1. What colour is your bra that your wearing?
Umm... white? XD Too bad you didn't ask me this a couple days ago... *snickers*
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?
Mm, depends. I always thought dark, but my first (fail) boyfriend was blond?
3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
*sighs* Yes... ;A;
4. Do you have a best friend(s)?:
Of course! :'3
5. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Well... sorta. But not because I've been madly, super-duper in love. Because betrayel--of any kind--can break the heart too. D:
6. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
7. Do you like your life?
Mm, it's quite alright. :'3
8. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
.... Well... not really.
9. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
.... No, but I've fallen into rivers with my clothes on. XD
10. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Girls. u_u
11. How long have you had Facebook or Myspace?
Err--technically? Since... 9th grade? How long have I had it and actually used it? Well, I used it for about 2-3 weeks at the beginning of school. xD;;
12. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face?
I FUCKING WISH. *huffs*
13. What are your biggest fears?
Backed up toilets, plumbing problems in general, spiders that escape my wrath, and... other things I can't remember.
14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Yes. D:
15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Oh yeah. -_-;; DREAMT about said person for weeks too. That was a headache.
16. Do you believe in the saying “Once a cheater, always a cheater”?
*sighs* I want to say everyone deserves a second chance, but if they aren't willing to make any changes, well, I'd say that's a true statement.
17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
xD I'd say I have!
18. Do you ever wish you were famous?
Yeah. ;w; I wish I was super-famous here on dA! And that I had my own manga and that people would write crazy yaoi and yuri and everything fanfics about 'em, and that when I went to cons I would see people cosplaying my characters! *sighs*
19. Are you currently missing someone?
oAo Nope. Well... sorta... ,: x
This guy or that guy?
Punk/Goth or Gangster?: Punk/Goth. u_u Personally? Punk would be better. But not the bum-type that does pot and shit like that. >_>
Preppy or Cowboy?: Truthfully? Preppy. ;w;'' I can't stand me some hicks.
Face or Body?: OH GOD WHY IS THIS BEING ASKED?! BOTH! ;A; I don't think I can go after an AMAZING face with a beer belly, but I don't think I can go after an AMAZING body with a... a... deformed something for a face either!
Sweet or Sexy?: Definitely both. D:
Well-educated or Dropout?: WELL-EDUCATED. I will NOT have a dropout! D<
Armani or Abercrombie?: I could care less about clothes.
City-slicker or Rural Guy?: Probably city-slicker.
Blue, green, grey, or brown eyes?: Blue or green.
Contacts or Glasses?: Depends on the person. owo
More Questions.
01. Eyeliner or Mascara?: BOTH
02. Louis Vuitton or Dooney & Bourke: Isn't Louis Vuitton a bag? I say that--'cause there's a cute little tribue done by the person who does the...digimon movie? ;w;
04. Skirts or pants?: Skirts. Though... I tend to wear more pants.
05. Socks or leggings?: Leggins! >w<
06. Hoodies or jackets?: Hoodies.
07. Heels or sneakers?: Um, converse?
08. Straight or curly hair?: Me? I have curly hair. I'd PREFER straight, though.
09. Hoop or dangling earrings?: Um, anything outta the norm/rockerish
10. White or black?: Black.
11. Victoria’s Secret or Bath or body works: .... I could care less?
12. Smoothies or lattes?: Mmm, lattes.
13. Diet or regular sodas?: I don't really drink soda--but definitely regular! Diet has fake shit in it that's even worse for you than regular! And, if you're gonna drink something bad for you, why not drink the better tasting of the two?
15. Pearls or diamonds?: Mmm... Pearls.
16. Vintage or boho?: ...Wtf's boho? O_o;
17. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen?: Who the fuck cares?
18. Lindsay or Hilary?: Hilary. D: She doesn't skank herself out.
19. Ipod or cell phone?: How about my little phillips mp3-player?
20. Friends or family?: Friends.
21. Lip gloss or lip stick?: Gloss.
22. Manicure or pedicure?: Errr... I forget which is which...
23. Tiffany’s or Chanel: Uwah?
24: Peace or love?: It's LOVE and PEACE, you 'tard! God, watch your Trigun, get it straight! D<
25. Sunglasses or purses?: ...My little bags that aren't really purses?
In a guy...
Funny or Serious?: Definitely funny. But he should know when to be serious.
Cute or Hot?: Oh god, give me a hottie who does cute things. ;w;
Dark Eyes or Light Eyes?: Well, green or blue. So light?
Long Hair or Short Hair?: Shaggy hair.
Curly Hair or Straight Hair?: Straight hair. (I have enough curls for the both of us!)
Clean-cut or Rough?: Rough is fine too.
Good Dancer or Good Singer?: Oh god... Singer. So I can hear his smexy voice singing in my ear~ *swoons* Smexy man-singing voices are the HOTTEST.
Smoker or Non-smoker?: NON THANK YOU VERY MUCH. D<
Druggie or Clean?: Of fuck, clean.
Has a Motorcycle or Has a Sports Car?: Ffft. Motorcycles are cooler. See my man in leather. *growls*
Beard/Mustache or Clean-shaven?: Clean. D< Facial hair is gross!
Younger or Older?: Same or older.
Player or Loyal?: Who the hell wants a player?
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[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color. [That's why I dye it odd colors! :'D]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses [Well, I have 'em, but I don't wear them that much.]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
Family/Home Life
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've lost a child.
School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[ ] I have a job
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework
[ ] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year
[ ] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired
Embarrassment
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [Only once. xD ]
[ ] I've glued my hand to something.
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
Health
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[ ] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I've had measles
Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day. [Though it wasn't me who was driving?]
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[x] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino. [Didn't gamble, though.]
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle. [More like I sat on the sidelines and watched... but was still part of the group? XD;; ]
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing. [and failed.]
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. [Live, baby.]
[x] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.
Relationships
[x] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
Where's the fucking 'I've been cheated on' option? D<
Honesty/Crime
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game.
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
Materialism
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[x] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [lolwut?]
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. [Like, uh, half my wardrobe?]
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books. [Manga count?]
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[x] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
Random
[ ] I can sing well.
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[x] I open up to others easily.
[ ] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar.
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair.
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[ ] I love being neat.
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. [When I bake...]
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue
[x] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tipyng like this.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes. [And make other people laugh--not at the joke--but at my laughing at said joke. xD;; ]
[ ] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [And I know about it. D: ]
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names.
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
Boy Side
[x] You love hoodies.
[x] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt [Sometimes. xD ]
[ ] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[-] Shopping is torture. [Depends on what we're shopping for and who with.]
[x] Ad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[x] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[x] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega
[ ] You used to watch Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[ ] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[ ] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[x] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
[x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ]Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.
[ ] Wear boxers.
Boy – 8 1/2
Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[-] You love to shop. [Depends on what it is and who it's with.]
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[x] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[x] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[ ] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[x] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[x] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] you have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[ ] You like wearing dresses SKIRTS when you can. [lolwut?]
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] You wear girl underwear.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.
Girl - 10 1/2
TAG #2!!
[ ] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You have your own room.
[x] You own a cell phone.
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[ ] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 2 best friends.
[ ] There is a swimming pool in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 4
[x] You dress how you want to.
[x] You hang out with friends more than once a week. [School? :'D ]
[x] There is a computer/laptop in your room.
[x] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You never cry more than twice a month.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to.
[x] Your room is big enough for you.
[x] People don't use you for something you have.
[x] You have been to a concert.
T 0 T A L: 13
[ ] You have over 50 friends on myspace/facebook.
[x] Your parents let you have a myspace/facebook.
[ ] You get allowance.
[ ] You collect something normal. [lol... is manga and lucky cats normal? *thinks not* ]
[x] You look forward to going to school.
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[ ] You play a sport.
[ ] You do something after school.
T 0 T A L: 16
[ ] You own a car.
[x] You usually don't fight with your parents.
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[ ] You aren't self-conscious at all.
[x] You have never got a failing grade in your life.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L: 19
[ ] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about so many people.
[x] You are happy with your life.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to 5 songs
[ ] You don't have any enemies
[x] You are a generally nice person.
T O T A L: 25
Now count your numbers and multiply by three.
Then title this journal "My life is ? % Happy"
25 x 3 = 75%
Tag #3 - by ~xMelodiousNocturnex
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.
o1. I love manga/anime.
o2. I abhor mpreg.
o3. I adore tentacles.
o4. I've was an exchange student to Germany.
o5. I have the best freakin' watchers in the world (even if more than half of them like mpreg... xD;; )
o6. I wish I had more time for dA. D: *sobs*
o7. I hate someone. : x
o8. I like to write as well as draw.
o9. I wish a could get a non-shitty boyfriend.
1o. I wish I could be 100% and fully understood someday.
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I will continue featuring her until I buy her plushies myself. xD
To-Draw List!
- The outfits in my About Riku... deviation, and outfits for others.
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Real Life Friends
-no specific order-
States:
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('cept we met once, then became friends online after finding each other... xD; )Online/dA Friends
-no specific order, and I will add more as I remember/befriend-
((Lawl, some of these are just people I talk to A LOT, and figured that deemed friendship. And I couple of these I met in real life, but didn't become friends with until talking to online.))
My Idols of the Art-World
-no specific order-
Clubs
Clubs I Admin
(my) FAMILY TREE
+ 
Are Daddeh and Mommeh Masteh's
is meh Aunt Masteh
Masteh (Son of Daddeh and Mommeh Masteh)
+ Mommeh and Poppeh (pineapplecakebunneh and longferret)
+ Me and meh Wife-y
(Imma pineappplecakebunnehferret that got a species change to a duck and meh wife is a mouse who says is a GiantRat instead and refuses to be uke. D< )
Our Child (pineapplecakebunnehferretduckmouse)
AND RatDuck-baby and Racoon-baby - lol iconless things.
((I haven't met the rest of the family yet, so they're not included. 8'D ))
JOTAKUISM
(I think this is basically like a fanclub...sorta... xD )
Founder and Poppey (aka Pope):
High Priestess:
My Converter:
Jotakuists Leader:
Jotakuists:
My Prayer:
"Of the holy pen, the Pixeled paper and self esteem, amen. I pray to you, jotaku for your guidance, awesomeness and wisdom, bless thee, amen." - Originally from ~firewolf013
(Feel free to make more prayers up so I can list them! *dying* ;U; <3 )
My Symbol:
[link]
My Stamp:
By ~labassistant008 <3
[link]
And I'm currently working on drawing out my prayer movements! xD
Neutral
Homicidal
Love
